Trooper Johnny Gordon Adkins

My dad was a great man, great person, and great father. November 24th 1995 is a day I will never forget. The fact that he is being honored by this organization as well as many others doesnt make me proud of him, because I already was. But it does make me smile every time someone mentions his name, or I see the memorials that have his name on them. It does thisbecause I know that his name will live on forever with all of the other brave men and women who have made the ultimate sacrifice in order to protect us.

Johnny, to just tell you I miss you would be an understatement. My life changed and a big part of me died with you that fateful day. I see you in my dreams every night and hear your laugh and see that beautiful smile. Nobody could have measured up to you. You were the sweetest, kindest, most loving man I have ever known. It took me years to understand and get over the anger I have carried with me since your death. I was mad at the man who fought with you that night. I was mad at the Doctors would could have done more but didn't to save your life and I was even mad at God. But now I know that he had taken you because you were needed in heaven. I believe with my whole heart, you are an angel watching over us, I feel your spirit everyday. You would be so proud of your son Tyler. He is a wonderful young man with your good looks and sweetness. Bub I love you so much and I hope you and Daddy are side by side making all the other angels laugh. I miss you terribly. I cant wait to see you on the other side. Love you

My brother we miss you so much. Were so proud of you , and we will all remember the smile you always wore. You were and always will be my best friend. Your brother Ricky